World's trap

 Being a faithful is never an easy thing since ever. We know that our ancestors, Adam and Eve, were tempted by the Devil in the Garden.

So, what should we do? Aside from constant repenting, we have to distance ourselves from the temptation itself, from the Tree. 

The world is do corrupted that it always bears the fruit of sin. Everything we watch from ads to movies are full of the Tree. We need to keep life pure and real. Our ancestors fell to the fantasy and delusion the Devil set for them. It's really sick. In this modern world, things get even harder. We need to stop engaged to these things of the Tree and distance ourselves as far as possible especially spiritually. Getting out of the city is maybe good. But, we should at least distance ourselves from the pop culture and anything related to it. Because, many things have been poisoned and innocence is taken out from them. How do we supposed to live free from sins while constantly engaged to it? We need to consider it always in our hearts that we need to do concrete things. Excuses won't get us anywhere. And in the end, only God can guide us everytime. Do our best and trust Him in our prayers. Amen. Glory to God!

Humane Limitations

Human has limitations that he doesn't have much control over it.

We usually try to do the best, to give our best but at times there are moments making us remember that we are only mere human.

Maybe we try to meet our deadlines, or to pull over the night, doing much things ourselves... but those things are quite inhumane on several sides.

Doing the chores and jobs that are so intensified leaving us with no room to breathe. We don't have the chance to replenish ourselves properly or let's say enough... And we don't have the time to give us the schedule and the back ups for many things.

Sometimes, these burn us out, kicking some things on our mind, maybe get us paralyzed or many others we may name... So maybe we wonder on where did it all go wrong?

Well, we need time for everything first. Especially to see things up and to set the schedule, to relax our mind but to let it have some focus on what things we should take or to reflect on things. Sometimes when we keep the bare minimums, several things come up and we somehow ruin the system we have. When we fail, we get upset sometimes and it makes us sulking or sad or depressed... Well, we also have to reconsider that ''Oh, it is actually humane to be happen'' or ''Oh, I forgot that it's quite normal things to expect if we consider this and that''.

So what should we think? What will we do?

Maybe for several people things like doing practicums or lab jobs are boring and suck us over. Sometimes, we just don't get enough things to keep the sheep floating for a time. And sometimes, we have other problems in our grips... but it's okay.

I know that we human only could do our best, and always do our best... But God do get the wheel and He will always help us if only we humbly ask and let everything up to Him. Aamiin.

Just don't forget to attend to our required needs too because getting rather enough sleeps and healthy eatings or activities do benefit us and are important things for us. :)

Keep Smiling - Thankyou God

Story 01

Title: More Speed

''Having speed is fun right?''

That's what a certain high school girl thinks. Tiara is a girl that is quiet a daredevil. Yeah, not saying that she looks tomboy or any punky thing... But, she gets a soul that is compatible with a racing car engine.

''Do you understand Tiara, life is short right? So let us get the speed more!!''

...

Morning comes, and Tiara is getting late to school. Her brushy hair is getting her the athmosphere she will not like. So as usual she takes it short and gets things ready fast. No time for brush your hair? Get the hair tied while walking down the stairs.

''Dear pick up the bread and make it to the school!''

''Okay mom, I get it.''

It is a common sight when the time tights up and she has nothing to choose. A practical mind is what Tiara pursue... 'Get it right, get it fast' is her motto.

Now, she gets in the buss to catch up until the last minutes.

''Oh, now let me scroll things up and see the things.''

Following a practical accounts such as news, book relateds, and some magazines let her to catch the information up. Skimming through the glass and catch on the ones seemed important is her way to do things every morning. 'Every day is never a waste', that is what she thinks.

Getting into the high school is not easy. Sometimes, the boys that you call 'jocking Andy' are trying to oick her up. Make no sense? Yeah but law of attraction does make it quite so. She gets her own taste but sometimes she will just take her breath and say, ''Well, it's okay.. Don't think about it.''.

But a girl is a girl, and a rival is a do...

''Hey Tiara! Why don't you just pick a boy there? Don't think that you are worth more! I wonder what makes them so head over heel to you?''

''Please Jess, I don't want to talk about this. I have to do several things right now... So please I hope you just let it go.''

''Huh? Straight fordy as always huh? How boring!''

That, Jessica girl is a toptee in the school. Flashy girl that teases people a bit but yeah still good enough not to mess with other people much. But, as long as Tiara keeps dodging the boys, until that time comes, she will always try to pick some lines on her.

...

The bell is ringing and now the class is on the break. Wonder what Tiara does? This little girl has her own secret away to spend time. 'A tunnel'  she calls it.


(to be continued)

このポイント, なんて?

時々に自分たちは問いがある. ''このポイント, なんて?'' と思ってなる.

人生が生きる, 多いことが起こる.

理由は, 例えば, 何か心で現れてなる.

そうしたら, ポイントがあることを計る.

そんなに自分たちは生きて続ける.

Only You

Can I live without You?
Is there life without You?
Whenever I do, whatever I do for You
(2x)

Now that I see Your light
Now that I touch my life
Now that I see Your light
My life is full of only You

Now that I see Your light and life
Now that I touch my life and light
Now that I see Your light
My life is full of only l You

Spread my heart before You
See my heart before You
Whenever I do, whatever I do for You

Thankyou Allah for Your great gifts always.

Authoring some stories

What do you think, when someone is making some stories?

Is that grear or just okay?

Having those feelings and creating settings that is readable for the readers is hard work isn't it?

So to say, it is really not easy. It's not impossible but still you need real work here.

Having the details and giving several nuances to the story and keeping the plot, almost like creating a kind of art indeed a real art if it becomes a success.

Should you try? Having good moraled story of course!

Stories are supposed to have some reflections to give and the lessons to lead us, make us better person each time.

Entertaining and enwising someone at the same time, isn't it great?

A journey through the heart, a journey to have and to get happy to.

Thankyou God :)

Updown and the likes

Have you ever looked around you?
People seem like never investing anything on you.
You feel lone feelings, you feel like uncared.

There are times, and there is time in your life that you need one that invest on you.
Even, you need ones on whom you could invest yourself.

Then is it wrong to feel so?
I guess, that's quiet part of us. For us.
For being a human.

Sometimes things are not reciprocal.
That's normal because life supposed to has those things too.
But, life is never flat right?
So, just look on what you should really need in forms that is really godly right.
And then....
What should we do?
Try our best and pray. Be patient.
Life is like hundred times of series and chapters... So, are you ready of it?
Be honest and keep in mind.
May God bless...

No one of those selves

When you think that you have achived something, youre no one of those selves.

When you think that you have worked hard enough, youre no one of those selves.

When you think you can set up things so perfectly and thoroughly, youre no one of those selves.

When you think that people may love you, youre no one of those selves.

Really, I have the given opportunity. I have choices spread out. And every possibilities like endless parallels. Yet I have to choose and strive one I see fit. Am I having good feeling? No. So whatever I choose will never be so perfect.

Yet we have private life, work life, social life... We need to struggle in order everything just get to be alright. Not alright in that complex sense but at least in turn out to be okay.

Even if you get no friends... I literally like getting enough over this but. What needs to be harbores is to be harbores. What needs to be let go is to be let go.

Life is challenge, life is dyanamic, life is never flat i guess...

-Me

Doing Good, Doing Best

Sometimes, i don't know what to do. As anyone may ever feel, life is never doing 'smooth' for long period without having some problems at least little bit here and there.

Sometimes, we get tired of our daily chores too. We need someone's shoulder to put our worries and head into. But there are times and places when we don't have anyone to act as our supporter.

Even when we consider someone, to fulfill us to be place of our pouring... It won't always come to happen or it maybe just something irrational of us. Imagination of our mind longing for heartfelt rest.

So yeah. at that point of time we should keep ourselves vigil and awake, to be sober all the way.. And, do the realistic things we should do. irrational desire will only creating false fantasy but it doesn't mean that there are some of our dreams, the good ones, that couldn't come true

For myself,

11th of November 2019

P.S: with love

Senja kala itu

BersamaMu, aku tahu...

Saat ku ingin datang

Saat itu ku ingin datang ke suatu perkumpulan keagamaan menemui kakak-kakak yang telah hadir pada suatu amfiteater. Akan tetapi, ku tak dapat datang pada hari itu...

Bahkan pada acara sebelumnya ku pun tak sanggup datang...
Aku tahu ini bukan hal yang seratus persen kesalahanku. Sebab aku tahu aku memiliki suatu kewajiban juga di tempat aku beristirahat dalam malamku....
Sedikit sesak dan ada rasa kesedihan di lubuk, namun semua ini aku tahu ada kesalahanku sebagai pangkalnya. Aku terlalu sedih walau sebentar pada sore kemarin... Aku tidak segera melakukan ibadah sembahyang sehingga tidak segera datang ke tempat yang berkegiatan agama tersebut sampai malam....
Aku tahu aku salah... Namun aku juga tahu bahwa apabila keadaan sudah terjadi aku harus bisa melihat dan tidak melupakan apa yang harus aku lakukan saat ini... Sedangkan keinginanku untuk datang menjadi tidak tetwujud. Tetapi, baiklah aku menata diri dan mendatangi hal tersebut segera memberikan waktuku yang benar bagi Tuhan, Penciptaku. Sebab Engkau tahu, bahwa diriku penuh banyak kesalahan dan memerlukan banyak perbaikan... Dan Engkau saja yang sungguh sanggup untuk melakukannya atas diriku. Aamiin

Ku ingin datang, dengan izinMu ku akan dapat datang pada waktu lain yang terdekat. Bukan hal yang lain.

Your destination is Lord God

When life is not so good toward you and actually life is really occupied by struggles, you know that there is one home you can reach. By being near to God the kingdom of Heaven is present within. Because 'heaven' is place near Him... It is life when we are with God. But death is condition when you are being far from God... It is death in the soul so the person is dead... But even dead body is having life when it is so fervently pray and believe in God... In deed to be righteous is to try your hardest. People sin, but people could always try. And God will always help and come to you for His lovingkindness toward us. Aamiin

Alhamdulillah :)

Seeking place to find

Human... always search a place to find. We go from bottom and up, many of us have tried to come here and there shaped by our circumstances. After all the pains, bad feelings, or maybe trauma... human always try to seek a place that it can take rest.

      We need a rest...
             We need to recover....
                     We need somewhere to feel calm...

Human needs some real securement. As it is known, there is somehow no real or rather perpetual securement in this life. But there can always be someplace we could just get some rest and relax.

Sometimes we look for securement in other human or maybe things. But most of the time, things get change... even people change. We couldn't always get that harbour we could come to when we need it.

Sometimes, the friend(s) we have or any person it can be... just changed enough that it is no longer two ways relationship. Then by the time you will know that it is not the place we really seek.

By time we will realise that mortals and things couldn't be perpetual place that we could come to and is always there. And it just makes me realise it more that only LORD God is our resting place we find.... If we open our heart and search it... We can finally see that every negligence and leaving from our friends as example, just emphasizes up that without God we will never find the place we seek... It will always be empty, empty, and so it repeats...

Every human being has its own journey and it is alright. Every human has their own problems, some maybe similar but not as the exact copy I guess... Everyone has the right to ammend and to heal... And nothing could really stop them except themselves because God is really there after all that you will realize it at the end of journey...

It's not fast for everyone, it's not the same conclusion for everyone maybe in their every chapters... But really, when we finally realize and let go the stuffs, especially the unnecessary stuffs, then we will realize all the problems, the root, and what should we really do. I hope... experience do make us stronger and wiser. And to let itself to be reflection to be reflected (or pondered) in our most inner heart/mind. I hope so, O God. Aamiin

- the unworthy servant of God, a muslim

Tuju-tujuning urip

Tuju-tujuning urip kuwi apa tarkadhang aku uga mikir. Amarga kadhangkala apa kang kok oyak ora mêsti isa kalakon... Sok sok ora kacêkêl bañjur dadi mikir maneh apa kuwi tuju-tujumu ing urip.

Nanging, yen tau nduwe gagasan ngênani barang ngene saka mbiyen... Apa sing tênanan kok ugêmi saka mbiyen wiwit cilik apa wiwit anom yen dieling-eling maneh mangko bakal ana lan katêmu maneh apa kuwi tuju-tuju sing nguripi pikirmu kanggo urip.

Beristirahat dalam Tuhan

Pernahkah engkau berpikir untuk berisirahat dalam Tuhan?

Terkadang hidup kita tidaklah begitu sempurna. Ada bagian yang mengambang sedangkan bagian yang lain dapat tertambat sempurna. Akan tetapi, apakah kita mengorientasikan hidup kota kepada Tuhan?

Contohnya sebagai seorang muslim, menenangkan diri bersama Allah yang selalu ada bagi kita dan merenungi tiap-tiap kalimat dalam firmannya menurut kelompok-kelompok bahasan yang hendak kita baca.... terkadang seorang seperti tidak ada waktu...

Terkadang kita merasakan hidup kita seperti lelah atau bahkan menjemukan, kehilangan rasa sebagai hidup manusia. Apakah kita menggunakan waktu dan kesempatan yang kita miliki secara benar dan bijaksana? Apakah segala jadwal bahkan kejadian yang kita susun sudah benar? Apakah antipasi dan tindakan kita sudah cukup tepat?

Kita hidup di zaman yang cepat... Bahkan hal-hal yang mendadak pun sudaj menjadj bagian keseharian kita. Namun, hidup kita sebagai manusia tidak.hanya untuk sekedar bekerja dan melakukan rutinitas saja. Hidup manusia menjadi sekedar kegiatan di zaman sekarang ini.

Apakah kita sudah hidup baik dalam Tuhan yang Maha Esa? Apakah kita sudah hidup sebagai manusia yang penuh dan tidak terkotak-kotakkan seperti alat atau mesin? Bagaimanakah kita mengatur hidup kita dan waktu kita menjadi lebih baik dan bijaksana?... Berdoa dan berusaha untuk mengoreksi dan merubah hidupmu adalah salah satu hal dasar yang dapat engkau lakukan. Menikmati waktu, alam, dan momentum bersama-sama orang terdekat ataupun bersama siapapun itu dapat menjadikam hiduu lebih manusiawi dalam arti yang baik... Karena kita bukanlah mesin yang terus bekerja melainkan ciptaam Tuhan yang berharga di hadapan-Nya.

Semangat semua :)

My Redeemer Lives

What sentence that comfort us is: I know that my redeemer lives. It is written in book of Job that testify the resurrection of the dead in the judgement day. And according to the book Job also say that although after my skin worms destroy my body, yet in my flesh shall I see God.The sentences give us comfort for the resurrection of our body and the meeting with God our Lord. As muslim, this sentence give me joy in the LORD. Pure joy that encompasses everything we may ever know. It is written in Surah Al-Qiyamah in which God foretell us about the Day of Resurrection. That those pure in heart shall see God and so on. That God who is able to give us life since beginning, He is able to resurrect our destroyed body again.

We human should really live in God and anticipate (or wait) our meeting with Him in the Judgement Day. That our suffering and our earthly life are none to this future event. Even though our body is destroyed yet we shall be resurrected and meet Him finally. What we should do is ask and do our best in the LORD our God and any other things will be done is His Holy and Almighty Name.

Usually I do not write about this. But I want to share about the LORD which is called Allah in Islam, or The Merciful, or any other Names He has given to human like in Asmaul Husna, that He indeed Lives and everyone shall be resurrected in flesh and those who is worthy for Him will see Him at last according to His will.

In islam, we believe that everyone shall know the words and the works of the LORD and that everyone shall be saved through His given religion. But it is also told that it is up to man to choose whatever it is. So, I don't have intention to attack anybody or any religion in general, but what I can do is to proclaim the faith that is according to the revelation of the LORD and that at least I could spread the awareness of spiritual goodness, moderation, or any religious things especially Abrahamic religion(s) that human may live in peace and wellness at least in this earthly life. After all, our decision is our business with the LORD. May God bless our soul and spirit, may He makes us dwell in His Love. Aaamiin

-Peace

Movie : Glitter

Hi guys, I come back after watching glitter movie starred by Mariah Carey. I know this movie after I learned that 'Never too far' song was sung in this one.

So I watched it and had some comments read a while. And people say that this movie was critized hard and got a bad reviews. But many say that it's not really that bad which I agree with.

So, the first 20 minutes is quite good I think. And the concept is quite good. I found that many of the materials overlap with her private life at least in some shades. But, the movie is not focused enough and so the line is a bit too loose to be 'lost' or so. The resolution of story did not really get me... But I love the end scene where mariah sings 'Never too far' song which has deep meaning and finally meet her mom in some rural place. I think i quite like the idea but it does not feel focused enough and line does not flow well I guess.

Someone say that she would give it solid 5 or soft 6 out of ten. But anyway it's not really that bad. There are some good scenes too but you know what I have I said abput the flow. Anyway thank you for the hardwork you had given in this movie, all crews and actors/actresses. It has good moral points I think. So you may try to check it and know it yourself.

A day to remember

To day, this morning, God is really showing his reignhood on me. Today, finding that many things came to mess and I was unable to sleep, I played the Barbie and Christmass Carol.

It really took me unto the childhood memories and about the christmass spirit. About caring and cherishing on people and be big hearted. It made me come to realize that hurt, trauma, or any anxiety even egoism is nothing to God's love through us and love and giving spirit... It is the honest heart filled with godly joy that could conquer our negativity.

Today is 9 January which is 2 days after the orthodox christmass. In that day, I was feeling this air of goodness too. I thought, it was so because of people praying and praising God everywhere.

I'm not 'Christian', but I know that my childhood and religious background will be used by God for guiding me always. After all, Living God is good Lord that bestows life to many.

''Joy to the world
The Lord is God
Let earth receive her King
Let every heart prepare Him room
And heaven and nature sings (3x)''

About Friends

Is it right for us to have no friends? Or is it right for us to have no one to speak with? I miss some people. And i don't know but lately no one really talk to me. I'm sad...

Life is series of lessons

After living pretty much of my life, now i come to understand that life is series of lessons. We struggle, go down and climb up. And many of us even got lost in the dark or deep pit. We try everything in pur struggle. It's like mathematical problem you get in school. You try one and see. The other problem comes up and you begin to see that your existing method is no use. Sometimes, we are just round about and get no better state. Sometimes, we find that our found method is not right one after all, it doesn't work enough.

But, after times we may come into better vision, better skills, better experience that we might not find other ways. And i really thank God for His support for me whatever happens to me, He is always right there. Sometimes it's just round about but finally if we believe in Him, He will reveal His final path to us. Well, good story needs time eh? So, maybe we should really our life as story and keep believing in God for what may prevail and come next. Maybe it is like watching a movie or reading a book and you could just hope that this might go this way or that way. Well, not everything is there as our personal expectation(s) but if we look it far and close, well, it's actually good story you got. If it's not so, the taste will be different. Don't worry, life could always change not like a short movie we watch.

Have a good and blessed day guys :)