No one of those selves

When you think that you have achived something, youre no one of those selves.

When you think that you have worked hard enough, youre no one of those selves.

When you think you can set up things so perfectly and thoroughly, youre no one of those selves.

When you think that people may love you, youre no one of those selves.

Really, I have the given opportunity. I have choices spread out. And every possibilities like endless parallels. Yet I have to choose and strive one I see fit. Am I having good feeling? No. So whatever I choose will never be so perfect.

Yet we have private life, work life, social life... We need to struggle in order everything just get to be alright. Not alright in that complex sense but at least in turn out to be okay.

Even if you get no friends... I literally like getting enough over this but. What needs to be harbores is to be harbores. What needs to be let go is to be let go.

Life is challenge, life is dyanamic, life is never flat i guess...

-Me