Human... always search a place to find. We go from bottom and up, many of us have tried to come here and there shaped by our circumstances. After all the pains, bad feelings, or maybe trauma... human always try to seek a place that it can take rest.
We need a rest...
We need to recover....
We need somewhere to feel calm...
Human needs some real securement. As it is known, there is somehow no real or rather perpetual securement in this life. But there can always be someplace we could just get some rest and relax.
Sometimes we look for securement in other human or maybe things. But most of the time, things get change... even people change. We couldn't always get that harbour we could come to when we need it.
Sometimes, the friend(s) we have or any person it can be... just changed enough that it is no longer two ways relationship. Then by the time you will know that it is not the place we really seek.
By time we will realise that mortals and things couldn't be perpetual place that we could come to and is always there. And it just makes me realise it more that only LORD God is our resting place we find.... If we open our heart and search it... We can finally see that every negligence and leaving from our friends as example, just emphasizes up that without God we will never find the place we seek... It will always be empty, empty, and so it repeats...
Every human being has its own journey and it is alright. Every human has their own problems, some maybe similar but not as the exact copy I guess... Everyone has the right to ammend and to heal... And nothing could really stop them except themselves because God is really there after all that you will realize it at the end of journey...
It's not fast for everyone, it's not the same conclusion for everyone maybe in their every chapters... But really, when we finally realize and let go the stuffs, especially the unnecessary stuffs, then we will realize all the problems, the root, and what should we really do. I hope... experience do make us stronger and wiser. And to let itself to be reflection to be reflected (or pondered) in our most inner heart/mind. I hope so, O God. Aamiin
- the unworthy servant of God, a muslim
